
I have an addictive personality. I do, I admit it and in my 26 years I am coming to a realization that some things should just be stopped in order for me to live a long healthy life. Except this addiction, someday I’ll over come it. I love sleeping pills. I love having a full night of rest, waking up and feeling like I’ve slept like Sleeping Beauty. Except for the fact that I sleep in tshirts with no panties and don’t have any fairies looking after me. So far the only people putting hexes on my relationship would be psycho ex’s, not an evil sourceress. I don’t even have issues with sleeping. I just enjoy feeling like my head is a balloon before I K.O. I’ve tried them all. OTC and prescribed. I love them. I would say that the contender would have to be Advil P.M. The awesomeness of this one is that it is over the counter and I take them everyday..oh and cheap. Not healthy, but I sleep the whole night through. I don’t even know why I’m writing this right now, I’m feeling OTC stoned and should be playing sudoku on my ipod in bed.
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girlslashwoman // 2009/01/08 at 8:23 AM
Sleeping pills just make me sick. I remember once I took 3 Tylenol 3s because I heard they knock you out… and threw up. I rely on Gravol for sleep… I guess the effects just cancel themselves out.
But I usually fall asleep fine, it’s the dragging-myself-to-bed thing that I can’t do.
jennifer // 2009/01/08 at 6:18 PM
I’m a morning person, maybe I forgot to put that in the post. I don’t have issues falling asleep, it’s the getting up that annoys me. I had an internal clock that woke me up at 8am! I guess that was from school. I just woke up now & it’s 10am. I’m going to say it’s being unemployed and my pills. Mama needs her pills.
khiem // 2009/01/09 at 6:20 PM
oh not good. but im sure you dont need me to tell you what can happen.
smoke a joint before bed. dont get addicted to pills.
jennifer // 2009/01/09 at 7:47 PM
pills are it. haha. i mean these are advil. i take one a night. i should probably quit before it gets to be too big of an issue. or end up like heath.
thank you khiem for caring (:
khiem // 2009/01/10 at 10:19 PM
when i was working at the pharmacy, i had access to sooooo many pills it was ridiculous. i started popping pills and drinking together hoping to save money cuz i need a lot of drinks to get faded. soon i needed more and more pills. i also was finding myself in bad situations which could have resulted in death/injury and/or jail time.
got pulled over for making a left turn from the furthest right lane. i was faded…just left DnB after finishing 2 bottles of patron there with 2 other friends. if they breathalized me i would have gone down for sure. but they just made me do some tests. passed it. if the cops bothered to look in my car, they would see about 20 xanax pills scattered all over the floor (they fell out my coat pocket), a container filled with pain killers, antidepressants, muscle relaxers, fake labels, etc…(atleast 150 pills in there),…that was just 1 instance…
blackouts happened also when i took too many pills and drank.
id be driving and space out, pass my exit, and end up 1hr from home.
swerving while driving…
yea…all that happened over a short time span.
wake up call.
interesting times…now im like really responsible. weird…
jennifer // 2009/01/11 at 2:32 AM
very interesting time. i’m happy that you’ve changed.
j.e.w.e.l.s // 2009/01/20 at 4:20 AM
damn…i think i need a sleeping pill, my bed time is about 4am and i wake up around 9..it’s really f-ing with me, but im afraid i might get addicted to them=/ when i try taking naps my heart races and my head pounds…it feels like a panic attack. i should prob see a doctor=(